You're:
that feeling I have after I notice I put my shirt on backwards in the morning. That laugh that breaks the silence of doubt and confusion that always makes light of the situation, whatever it may be.
You're:
that presence that can make things fine, that will always be there for you when you need it. Giving the feeling of warmth, knowing that for as long as that is with you you're invincible for those few, brief moments; those moments you never want to end.
You're:
the strength that gets me through the day, knowing I've got one person in the world that's got my back. That one person who I'd scan a crowd of unamused individuals... j
Missing the way you make me smile,
Sure haven't seen you in a while.
I wish I could show you love with different signs,
But all I can do is write four stupid lines.
Click clack, click clack,
The days spent by the machine
Click clack, click clack,
How long can this detention be?
Click clack, click clack;
Shing
Click clack, click clack,
his fingers dancing to the thoughts.
Splattering across the page;
ideas
words
blood.
Click clack, click clack,
The tune starts again
Click clack, click clack,
captor to his machine, he puppets his mind.
Click clack, click clack,
the words flow, the blood smears, and the writer stops.
No
No he can't
Continue, one must continue!
Click clack, click clack! Continue your writing! Click clack, click clack! Faster now, faster it says! Click click, clack clack,
They pass their time
Slowly
Slowly...
Ticking away
Birds will crow, screams heard
Yet still; they'll pass their time
Slowly
Slowly;
Rocks will be thrown, innocent intentions not uttered.
And so they'll pass time throwing rocks at birds.
Slowly
Slowly...
Silence.
Here we are, now stand by my side
I'll make sure that everything is fine
Listen to the words I say, 'gainst the rocking tide,
I love you, and know that you're always mine.
Apples and oranges; all fruit to me
Though they'll differ from tree to tree.
Apple; didn't fall far to meet with poet
Love emerged, not being afraid to show it.
The two lived on, happy as can be,
but eye-to-eye was not how they see.
Poet moved on, as did the fruit
Their reasons for leaving very moot.
He wandered and wandered 'til he could no more
Stopping for a break along the shore.
The view was different from before
Though he saw something, and by that he swore.
Orange in color? What a sight!
Luckily he saw it in such a light.
He started there and ended here
Love, again, being something for all to hear.
He'd learned before t
Delta P equals F multiplied by t. Therefore, 13.98 grams minus 7.57 grams over the difference of 36 seconds from 14 seconds is equal to average force.
... It was times like these I wonder just why it was I had found myself in Physics. I knew I wasnt any good at math, yet thanks to a certain friend who was very persuasive when he wanted to be, I found myself in the class. Irritating? To some degree, though I was oddly understanding just what it was I was studying; a first for anything having to deal with mathematical equations.
It was today that I had decided to leave early for school, planted myself to the sofa in the library and bega
Just John, it's who I am, not who I play
Just John, it's not temporary, like this it will stay.
Just John, it's what they say as I near
Just John, the saying that's all too common to hear.
Just John, ways to describe what others see
Just John, it's how they describe me to be.
Just John, what I once believed I was
Just John, why I existed, simply because.
Just John, words that I once concur
Just John, what I was until I met her.
Just John, it's not temporary, like this it will stay
Just John, for now, being just John seems less grey.
You're:
that feeling I have after I notice I put my shirt on backwards in the morning. That laugh that breaks the silence of doubt and confusion that always makes light of the situation, whatever it may be.
You're:
that presence that can make things fine, that will always be there for you when you need it. Giving the feeling of warmth, knowing that for as long as that is with you you're invincible for those few, brief moments; those moments you never want to end.
You're:
the strength that gets me through the day, knowing I've got one person in the world that's got my back. That one person who I'd scan a crowd of unamused individuals... j
A dream to set you free
A dream to help you see.
A dream to let you fly
A dream, for you and I.
I see a place, for you and me
I see a place, beyond the sea.
I see a place, beyond moon and star
I see a place, where we are.
The place where we meet isn't all that far
The place where we meet can't be seen by plane, nor by car.
The place where we meet will be in our sight
The place where we meet will be just right.
Right for us to see and choose
Right for us, we've nothing to lose.
Right beside each other we'll lie
Right there, counting the stars go by.
By the time it happens, the sun will rise
By the time it happens, you'll be th
What is it about her that can make a man weak?
Is it the way that she smiles, she talks, or dream?
We can't be sure what exactly it is about it that can make it gleam
But whatever it is about her, it's what makes her unique.
A word cannot be voiced to describe its charm
It's simply there, the taboo of its time, hidden behind a closed door.
Something that can make us venture to places never known to us before
Making you want to protect it, keeping it away from harm.
What it is, we won't be able to know at the time
As much as we wish for it, or as much as we may try.
It's not going to reveal itself no matter how much we pry
Even if w
Gods and goddesses, they reign amongst us
they're those that can find the calm among the fuss.
They make up the people we see among the noblesse,
the gods and goddesses we not try to impress.
With us on our way through life, among the street
they're hardly noticeable among the wave of shifting feet.
Yet, they themselves know they exist,
they choose to stay in hiding, within our midst.
Lucky are those that can find them, for theirs is the glory.
For them, they've the gift to join in the fiori.
Sing their heart out as it may,
they'll live to see their gods another day.
Gods and goddesses, near indestructible, they stand strong,
sta
This morning I went in to get a haircut... now, those of you who know me know that a haircut for me is at most an inch or two off the bottom. Apparently... when I say a trim, the hairdresser believed that to be just below my ear.
So yes, as one who enjoys the styling of his hair, I myself am displeased.
Aside from that... just missing Amber and Diz... talked to Jay about it last night and, well, I think I opened more wounds than I had closed.
*sighs* Oh well, just continue rolling down the hill, shall we?
It would seem I'm tagged again... curse you, Angel, you know I don't like going into detail on things...
[[Note that all of these will be answered honestly/to the best of my knowledge.]]
Tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her:
She added me to her contacts list, she started typing to me. I would often close the window only to have it pop right back up due to a message she would send me. Impression-wise, she slightly irritated me since she would more or less force me into being social (something that I wasn't fond of back then... and still not all that open to). Over time though, feelings grew, things happe
1. Are you smiling?
Not exactly... rarely do.
2. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
... Hello, irony. Jonah, my father.
3. What is irritating you now?
A woodpecker that's home a tad early...
4. When did you last eat pizza?
Last night, it was burnt.
5. Do you drink beer?
No.
6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
The closest I would say to famous would be Jay... *shrugs*
7. Are you any good at poker?
Not exactly...
8. What do you want the most?
Right now? To move to Dallas.
9. Are you tired?
Indeed...
10. Do you like anyone?
Love them dearly.
11. Coke or Pepsi?
Neither, carbonated drinks both me..
It's crazy, but I'll admit, I like it. Good animation, evolving characters, all the stuff that makes a good animated show. Just look past/accept the fact that it has ponies and you're set.
I've probably watched the movie "Pulp Fiction" about 8+ times within the last year.
I wish you could see these. They're nothing. Just words, words, words. Words that may forever fall upon blind eyes.
But man, if you could read these.
I still don't know why I'm doing this. Maybe I'll know someday. But not today.
It's been over two years since you left. Two long years full of change. Man, a lot has changed.
I don't know what to say. I'm not even sure why I came here. Mostly, I think, because you're the one man I know who's dead. I hope there's some sort of afterlife. More than that, I hope there's an afterlife with an internet connection so you could read this.
It sucks. I can just look over these comments, and they're all, save for one, from the two days after your departure. Now I look to myself and ask, "Why am I writing to a dead man?"
I don't know. But this comment box is here, still up as if you were still moving about. I dunno.
I figured you could use someone to listen to.
So, hey. Be well, John. Rock on at the pearly gates.
I always had a high amount of respect for you, John. I was glad that you made Jay smile... I was glad that you made her laugh. What about now? She's torn to bits... and she's so upset that you broke a promise to her. You broke a promise to me. I asked for you to never leave her side, I had asked for you to keep her safe and keep her smiling.
I'm... not going to forgive you for hurting her so much. But I will say that I'm glad for Jay to have known you. It made me happy knowing that she was happy. So you know what? You better watch over her, every minute of every damn day! Protect her, be her damned guardian angel!
I know that we're not that really close, not until you were the one who trained me in the RP Academy in WD...
I really wanted to thank you. I'll cherish the things you taught to me back then, and it was quite half a year until we were done. Supposedly because of our very complicated schedules...
Thanks. Maybe in quite some time, I'd be teaching other people on what and how you taught me the ways of better role-playing... We will never forget you, my friend...
And I hope you can rest peacefully in where you are now...